How're the twitter updates? lol.

Headed to class really soon, but felt the need to randomly post.

I'm running the barn most of this week, which means I'm gonna wind up taking a lot of pictures, because that's just what I do when I take care of the babies. Want to see some of them y/n? =)

Also, fingers crossed for no problems. There shouldn't be any, but I still worry. Hell, I worry when my trainer's there.

Also, some news. Hersey, my mare, was sold, but to a family I really like. Also, the mother called me and said that they really want me to continue riding her and that Troy said it was a very good idea too. SO HONORED. -is touched- My trainer tells me quite a bit that he thinks I'll make an excellent trainer (and claim it was just natural talent lol), which means so much to hear. But to hear that they thought of me when they bought her and wanted e to keep riding her means a lot. I never take that can of thing of granted. It really does mean a lot.

Ok, I'm sort of out of time, cause I have to let the dog out then go to class, but I'll leave you with a picture of my (their) lovely mare

Isn't she lovely? =)

~Lore

And I hate it. Thinking of all the people who have come and gone in my life is such a sad thing. There's people I really really miss, that I just fell out of touch with... I wonder how they are or what they're up to.. I wonder if they still think of me. I wonder if my life would be different if they were still in it.

It makes me feel so sad. Today was so gloomy, I think that's what brought this about. The rain always makes me think of the past... It's sad that I haven't even turned 20 yet and I feel this way.

But I guess there's nothing I can do..

Reread Blood+ manga today. Haji is my love. He's the perfect guy. Where the hell is my perfect guy? He needs to stop hiding and at least make an appearance one of these days. Hopefully, I won't miss him in the crowd..

I'm gonna rewatch this anime eventually... no idea when.

New Boys Like Girls makes me sad at the shallow pop songs. Brandi Carlile's new cd is amazing. Maroon 5 is currently playing.. wtf. U2 to Maroon 5 is so weird.

I miss hanging with guys. I'm so lame.

=) Nightynight people.

~Lore

So my Immortal Rain obsession is back. The new chapters have reawakened my love of the series which had fallen dormant in the year or so without any new stuff. So, I went back and reread everything which got me back into Switchfoot so that they were all I could play for a day and a half. Seriously, how long ago was it that that was my life? I think it was Freshman year of High School. Things were so different back then...

Riding life is same as always. I ride 2-3 hours a day 3 to 7 days a week depending on weather blah blah blah. It's all good and therefore not as interesting to anyone who actually reads this haha. I did ride English the other day. That was good =) Also, doing tons of runs on the patterns. It's fun. I love it

My right knee hurts like I have a 1 and a half inch laceration down my leg outside my kneecap, but there isn't... it just hurts like that. It's weird... I need to get that checked out.

Did my Schedule for next semester. 16 credits.. that's not big deal.. um...

Oh! going down to DelVal next weekend for New Moon. It's gonna be the whole crew... me, Kaitlyn, Jess, Regina, Sara, and everybody and we're gonna go the night it comes out and make fun of it and have a blast staring at all the hot but terrible actors. I can't wait to see Sara! I haven't seen her in so many months! YAY!

Also, I started yet another fanfic. This one's a Royai fic. So.. I have one HajiSaya fic, 2 IkeElincia fics, and one Royai fic all in progress. Will I ever finish them? Who the hell knows...

I miss Role Playing... =(

I also miss having the guitar being played for me. I'm so lame.

Oh well.

I'm watching Community. I like the show. =)
~Lore

so you know its time for an lj post.

Actually my life has been pretty damn good lately. I'm been spending a TON of time in the saddle, which is always good for my sanity. Also, we had a Gymkhana yesterday. I rose Hersey and we KICKED BUTT! SNR.GRAND CHAMPION BITCHES!!! XDD I love that mare and had a blast. Actually got to kick her home! yay for space!!

But, I have to go to bed soon, so I'm gonna get the thought that's making me feel down off my chest so I can sleep. So reading Mike's posts and stuff on facebook is making me sad... and it's so pathetic because we were never together but listening to him talk about him and his gf and them talking to eachother on his status updates and shit makes me feel so sucky. I hate guys. They make you depressed no matter what. I soo need a new guy. Maybe one who doesn't suck? They claim they exsist but I've yet to meet one (except for 1 or 2 close guy friends that are more like brothers and I don't feel that way about them at all), but seriously, someone who is easy on the eyes and is just a good guy. Where can I place that order?

~Lore

also, on a completely random note, I want a rain machine (not something that makes literal rain, just the sound)!!

THIS MONTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(in japan)

Ok, new fma. I literally screamed then covered my mouth and kept screaming. I'm shaking, that's how much I'm freaking out. This is gonna kill me! I can't wait an entire month for the possibility of me just sobbing.

( Oh My GOD!!!! OH MY GOD!! OH MY GOD!! )



( Edit )

It's been a little while since I posted, and I'm doing pretty good right now.

Troy decided to keep Xander! Well, at least for the time being, but it's like Xander got wind he was gonna leave and started working harder. <3 I love him, Friday, I watched an hour and a half of lessons just standing by his stall and playing with his face. I'm like Troy's very unofficial working studentH(e doesn't want another, but I lallygag around the barn for hours and wind up untacking and tacking horses and doing water and stuff, for the hell of it. lol Last week I rode in a few lessons for him as an explain, because he wasn't feeling good. I love feeling useful. It makes me really happy. Next year, I want to do a few barrel races with the team (I'd love to do a lot, but I doubt I'll have any money...)
They're going to nationals next week and Taylor (his older daughter) wants me to come. I would love to, but I don't want to be a burden to them by joining up to go watch a week before, so I told her a didn't have the money to feed myself and stuff (which is true), but I'd try and ride with them next year as much as possible. Also, last week, Troy was talking about how to treat a new saddle (that I'm going to win one day) I don't know if that's ever gonna happen, but its nice to think that he believes in me. I want to start barrel racing Hersey, but he's only let me ride her a few times since last week, so I'm just gonna wait and hope he suggests I ride her.

I've been mostly riding Baby Face and Xander though. I'd love to barrel race Xander, but he's so lazy it'll be hard. I'm gonna pack my spurs and give it a shot some time next week.

I'm in a pretty good place right now, though. School is still as dull and boring as ever, but I've been riding and hanging out at the barn a lot lately and I feel like I'm riding really good and it's making me happy so I'm in a good place.

Also, this winter, my dad's talking about skiing out West (Utah, Colorado, etc) if he gets The Good Wife again. btw, you guys better be watching it. lol. Well, that's really exciting for me too. I'm looking forward to lots of skiing this winter.

I'll tell more later, but I'm hoping to head up to the barn soon and I gotta get ready.\

bye for now,

Lore

So far, there's been House and NCIS. I'm watching NCIS:LA later tonight, plus The Good Wife after that. (New series. My dad worked on it. It's supposed to be amazing.)

Let's discuss:

House
Excellent premiere. 2 hours of amusement. I liked that it took place all within the psych hospital. House was House outside the Hospital and it was good. haha. His roommate was really funny and we really got a look into House. More so than usual, anyway. I look forward to more, when he goes back the hospital. haha. But, seriously, Foreman in charge is... boo. Well, we'll see. haha.

NCIS
EPIC. That's all I have to say: EPIC> The series finale was amzing and left us wondering, 'what the heck is gonna happen to Ziva?!?!' And for most of the premiere, you think she's dead! Tony was amazing as a prisoner. Haha, I love his story telling and Ziva's "replacements" and his reasoning for being there.And the guy loving Caf-pows!! HAHA, Excellent. And "blah blah blah computer stuff blah" sooooo good. And then when he brings Ziva out. Brillant! You could feel the mood without words. Sooo Good! And the ending, pretty brilliant (even Gibbs' super speed. lol)

More tv, now. Byes.

~Lore

Also, The Decemberists show last night was amzing!! Will tell more later. =) <3

Right now, I should be working on my Speech for class, but its a 2 minute speech about myself and somehow I can't take such a simple assignment seriously. Seriouesly, I could stand up in front of a class at any time and talk about myself for 2 minutes (especially since i'm mostly going to talk about horses. lol) So simple... can't focus on such a simple task! Ugh!

Instead, I've been lollygagging on Twitter and Facebook, and now here. Haha. I'm such a good student. =) Like, I could read for Western Civ, but I'm not going to... It's too late to read that.. I'll fall asleep, which I need to do pretty soon cause of stupid early class...Going up to the barn between classes tomorrow. Here's to hoping I actually find parking for my 1pm class. I was late last Monday, well... not really late... like by 2 minutes, cause I ran, but there's like no seats and they're super crammed in the room, so coming in late is annoying. Still, I need to bring my saddle back (I brought it home and cleaned it, today.) and say goodbye to Xander again and ride =)

I'm gonna miss Xander soo much. He's so like me (a totally clumsy spaz. haha) and I love him, but it was nice to at least get time to say goodbye.

Also, I went to Delia's today and got some new clothes. Since I'm a girl, I love new clothes, eventhough buying them is a pain. Also, I love that plaid shirts are in style. I'm stocking up now. haha, go cowgirl style!

Well... I'm gonna actually take care of this stupid speech thing so I can sleep. Nightnight, lj friends. =)

~Lore

EDIT: there, even with procrastination, 20 min later and my speech online is done. bed soon!